I was immediately drawn to this book by the cover alone. Circus imagery, clowns, and a sinister air—it promised everything I usually gravitate toward. Naturally, I assumed I was stepping into a tale of a traveling carnival moving from town to town, leaving behind a trail of death and chaos, maybe with a touch of dark romance woven in. That’s what the aesthetic suggested. But what I found inside was something very different—and far more complex.
This is not a romance, at least not in the way we tend to label dark romance. Yes, there are intense sexual dynamics and deep bonds between characters, but the relationships here are unconventional, obsessive, and twisted in ways that resist simple categorization. At the center of it all is Sibby, a girl who works for the traveling circus known as Satan’s Affair. By day, she hides within the walls of her dollhouse attraction. By night, she and her devoted henchmen become executioners of evil.
Sibby has a chilling gift: she can smell evil. The more corrupt or wicked someone is, the more rotten their scent. When she identifies a target, she and her henchmen lure the person into her domain, where Sibby delivers her own brand of justice. But here’s where it veers into territory both disturbing and fascinating—the act of killing is deeply sexual for Sibby. It’s not just about violence or vengeance; it’s about release, ecstasy, and a sense of purging the world of its filth. Her henchmen watch and participate in their own way, each assigned a role—cleaning the scene, handling the body, tending to Sibby afterward. Their closeness is undeniable, their intimacy real, but it doesn’t fit neatly into the “reverse harem” or “why choose” tropes. It’s something darker, stranger, and altogether more unsettling.
When I first started reading, I wasn’t sure I’d finish. The opening is explosive—intense, sexual, brutal—and I worried that the story might sacrifice plot for shock value. I wanted carnage, yes, but with a thread of suspense or romance, not just smut paired with violence. But I kept going, and I’m glad I did, because as the chapters unfolded the book revealed more depth than I anticipated.
The narrative alternates between Sibby’s past and her present. Those glimpses into her history slowly form a portrait of why she is the way she is, and why she’s so determined to rid the world of evil. The flashbacks paint a tragic and haunting backdrop, giving context to the brutality of her choices in the present. It’s a structure that rewards patience—if you skim or read casually, you might miss details that foreshadow the final reveal.
And yes, there is a reveal. If you’re the kind of reader who pays close attention, you may start to suspect where the story is going. The breadcrumbs are there. For me, it was one of those delicious reading experiences where I found myself piecing things together, doubting myself, then growing more certain—until the climax confirmed exactly what I’d been thinking. It was satisfying, but not in a cheap or predictable way. It felt earned.
Another layer worth mentioning is that Satan’s Affair ties into H.D. Carlton’s larger universe. This story introduces Zade, a central figure in Haunting Adeline and Hunting Adeline. In that sense, this book serves as both a standalone and a prequel, offering fans of the later duology a richer context for one of Carlton’s most infamous characters.
Now, how do I classify this book? It’s not romance in the traditional sense. If anything, it’s an exploration of trauma, obsession, and survival disguised as a carnival of gore and lust. There is love here, but it doesn’t fit any familiar mold. Sibby’s bond with her henchmen is genuine, but it’s born from darkness, stitched together by violence, loyalty, and shared need. It’s a love story only in the most abnormal, nontraditional sense.
What I appreciate most is that the book challenges expectations. It looks like one thing, reads like another, and ends up being a hybrid of horror, erotica, psychological trauma, and twisted intimacy. It’s not an easy book to explain without giving too much away, and it won’t be for everyone. But if you’re open to a story that’s disturbing, layered, and laced with both brutality and vulnerability, it’s worth the read.
Final Thoughts: Satan’s Affair is a story of vengeance disguised as spectacle, of intimacy found in the darkest of places, and of a girl who can literally sniff out evil. It isn’t neat, it isn’t traditional, and it certainly isn’t romantic in the conventional sense—but that’s what makes it so compelling. For fans of H.D. Carlton’s work, especially Haunting Adeline and Hunting Adeline, this book offers both an origin point and a standalone carnival of madness that is hard to forget